Part Time Loner

I am starting to consider the fact that I might not have any true (best) friends! ='( Don't get me wrong, though. I have TONS of friends and people to hang out with all the time that will accept me for who I am. But if I were to pick a clique to place myself in, i don't think I'd have one. Maybe I'd be just a really popular loner. I thought I had best friends, but I am not THEIR best friends, ya know what I mean? Or maybe the way I have it now is the better way? Maybe its best not to have any true friends, but at the same time not have any enemies. Or maybe I'm just too awesome for the average homo sapien. Just kidding, i dont like to sound cocky.
There is only one person in the world I can think of that has never "left my side". I have this quoted because technically, this person has physically left my side before, but never emotionally. Actually, i take that back. There are sometimes I hate this person so much, words could not even describe, but hey, that's what keeps the friendships interesting, right!? And yet still, I feel like I have no true friends. I am not true friend material. I am depressed!! no, not really, actually, I am possibly the happiest person you know!! I just complain about pointless things like this because.. well.. its a blog. that's what this is for... right? No but seriously, some people may think I'm crazy because my true best friend is a stuffed giraffe name Gaffy! Yeah, you probably aren't pronouncing his name right. no one ever does ='( little brained people, its not even difficult! just kidding, you are smart. Oh yeah, if you can read this, you are smart:

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.
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I totally wish spelling was not important because I am the worst at it...

That pretty much had nothing to do with my topic...
I don't mind being a loner anymore, thanks blog!