Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Part Time Loner

I am starting to consider the fact that I might not have any true (best) friends! ='( Don't get me wrong, though. I have TONS of friends and people to hang out with all the time that will accept me for who I am. But if I were to pick a clique to place myself in, i don't think I'd have one. Maybe I'd be just a really popular loner. I thought I had best friends, but I am not THEIR best friends, ya know what I mean? Or maybe the way I have it now is the better way? Maybe its best not to have any true friends, but at the same time not have any enemies. Or maybe I'm just too awesome for the average homo sapien. Just kidding, i dont like to sound cocky.
There is only one person in the world I can think of that has never "left my side". I have this quoted because technically, this person has physically left my side before, but never emotionally. Actually, i take that back. There are sometimes I hate this person so much, words could not even describe, but hey, that's what keeps the friendships interesting, right!? And yet still, I feel like I have no true friends. I am not true friend material. I am depressed!! no, not really, actually, I am possibly the happiest person you know!! I just complain about pointless things like this because.. well.. its a blog. that's what this is for... right? No but seriously, some people may think I'm crazy because my true best friend is a stuffed giraffe name Gaffy! Yeah, you probably aren't pronouncing his name right. no one ever does ='( little brained people, its not even difficult! just kidding, you are smart. Oh yeah, if you can read this, you are smart:

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt


I totally wish spelling was not important because I am the worst at it...

That pretty much had nothing to do with my topic...
I don't mind being a loner anymore, thanks blog!

Monday, September 27, 2010

Prom =)

So, Prom is still a while aways and all but.. its so hard to resist looking for dresses!! Jordan, which one is your favorite?
This suits more my style, but prom is supposed to more... elegant.

i just like this one because Jessica Alba is wearing it. OMG!

this one is so unique, who wouldn't think about wearing this?
(maybe i should try some gaga)

this one might be my favorite

light, bright colors look good on my skin, yea?
I still have a while to decide, these are just things i have in mind!

I AM BEAUTIFUL


This song inspires me every time I listen to it! It reminds me that i don't need to change the way i look, no matter what people might say about me, because I AM BEAUTIFUL! I suppose when the new year rolls around, my goal will be to not put myself down so much. I tend to do that a bit often, not because I think I'm ugly, but because there are always things I could improve about myself, ya know!? Wait, what? Oh, stop it.

Does anyone else not want to see the movie "Babies"?


Everybody loves... BABIES

GIRLS IN FROS


GIRLS IN FROS.
this never gets old.
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150

When he says,
"Lets just be friends"
Thats your cue to
bang your head
on the wall.
It's not pointless,
It burns
150
Calories per hour.